drugs are bad.

i think i could be the new poster boy of what happens when you do too many drugs. it seems the older i get, the more and more i forget stuff. sometimes i forget what i did the day before. in mid conversation, i will forget what i am talking about. i'm not kidding. ask my closest friends. they will tell you. i used to be smart. no, really, i was. i was in the top ten percent in high school. i got into the university of texas at austin with honors. i was supposed to be a doctor. there are a lot things my mother and father had planned for me to do; but, i discovered alcohol and drugs. i wish i hadn't. i dropped a lot of x and acid. probably two of the worst drugs for your brain. i bet if i were to get a CAT scan now, it would show massive holes in my brain. i used to drink heavily as well. it's a known fact that alcoholics are known to have mushy brains. the reason for this post is to scare you people to stop over-indulging in these substances. i see so many people doing this now. i don't judge people at all. it's one thing i pride myself on, but i also hate to see people waste their life away. it's cool to party here and there but sometimes you need someone to say 'chill'. instead of taking a massive rail of coke, take a mini one. instead of popping four pills, maybe only two? an old girlfriend once told me that i probably don't remember half of my life. the sad part is, she was right. enjoy life. have fun. remember the good times as well as the bad. i'm sure you guys are wondering why i am thinking about this but at 3.30 in the morning, it's the only thing in my head at the moment...