delirious...

i can't sleep and it's getting out of control. it all started when i stopped drinking a little over a year ago. i am not one for taking pharmaceuticals to alleviate any type of illness (i do it the all natural way), but i think i may have to bite the bullet and eat some pills. i just took two valium and two xanax earlier in the evening and it seems to be doing the trick. i am actually sleepy. i probably won't be able to finish writing this blog because i will pass out. if this is the only way i am going to be able to sleep, then i think i may have a serious problem. what the fuck is wrong with me??

i
need
sleep...